Thursday, July 17, 2014

Noooooo time! :(

Monday, July 7, 2014

I'm On Top Of The World!

Monday, July 7th, 2014

(well that could be the theme song for today..)

HOLA FAMILIA QUE TAL!

So today for our beloved Pday we decided to leave the mission..

OH. and the country..of course we got permission.

YEAH! Talk about the best pday of my life. So good!  I can now say that I have ALSO been to Portugal.

SO as I say every week I am still convinced that I have the best mission in the entire world.. today i felt like i was on top of the world. Our super nice and cool Arnett matrimony took us all over today! We basically got 3 trips all done in one getting to see the most beautiful beaches of VIGO, this sweet port thing, and last but not least...Portugal. Good stuff. Does that beat your Newport trip this past week?? ha!!!

Anyways...it was so so so pretty.

And definitely made up for this past week of fails on fails on fails on fails!

But its okay! Thats why we have new days and new weeks. New starts thanks to the atonement.

I kid you not when I tell you that I have never had so many things falls threw in a week as I have this week.

BUT I loved it. I literally felt like I was in the movie of Monsters Inc when they open a random door and just FALL straight into a completely differenct world! Vigo is AMAZING! I'm honestly so in love with it already!  And I'm so happy I get to be up here in the North! I think this might be my favorite area too! The whole time I was honestly like drooling and freaking out.  I felt like I was in a movie or a book or something! There's just no way to describe it. It is so pretty up here!

It was cool being able to go over to Portugal and just feel of the different world! Literally 20 minutes later and there is a whole new world, people, language and feel. It was weird! I am just so gratufeul that mission calls are inspired and that our missions in which we are are perfect for us! Because I loved Spain and I was excited to go back...hahaha!  It was BEAUTIFUL though! Seriously the area that I am in is like the most beauitful places everywhere in the world all combined! We HAVE to come back here some day as a family!

As far as the work. It is going!:)  My companion and I are still getting adjusted to how to work rolls here. But it is so great. I have never reallllly worked hard with member families so thats cool trying to figure out how to do it. They say that that is the best use of your time out here in the north! Better than just hitting the streets all day because you basically just need member references if you want success. So I am just trying to think of ways to be super creative and effective here in the north. I am really excited though because I just want to do what I can to leave this area stronger than how it was when came. I believe that ALL missionaries have certain very specfic things that they need to do in an area. Whether it be with your companion, the people, or the branch.  We are needed there 100% from the second we arive to the second we leave.

You know what things are so good lately!!! My comp and I are great friends!  Ha we both served in Torrejon and are in love with that place so we really just talk about it for days. I really like her. I feel like we truly help eachother to reach our full potential if you know what I mean. I feel like I am reaching or at least getting to my full potential. How important it is to surround yourself with people who help you do that?  People who make you want to be your best and help you get there! I feel like I am being the best have ever been. We are being perfectly obedient and working so hard and just trying to be the best we can. Ah! Never have I been happier or felt the spirit like I have been lately.

So today I got the saddest thing of my life which definitely but a down side on my perfect day.

I got my release date and letter from president and reading it was the biggest dagger in my heart that I have evvvver felt!

Eew...I honestly hate thinking about it

You know I hear that coming home from the mission may be even harder than coming on one..

But who knows! We weren´t called to be missionaries for our entire lives. If we were.. it would say that on our call! The Lord has a plan for us all!

I have really being trying to understand the power of prayer lately. It is the coolest thing.  I have been praying more here than I ever have my entire mission. Seeing how the work is quite a bit more tough here my comp and I came up with the idea that we are going to pray before and after ever CONTACT...not just lesson but contact! And family...it has been the most amazing thing! Never have I prayed outloud with my comp after a simple street contact but now I am never turning back! We did it this week and it has helped me be so much more focused and more than anything love the people more. Praying about them helps me remember ever single person and helps me love and think about them all day. It may be simple but it has been huge. Praying after a contact that the person will remember the spirit and have the desires to grow their faith and follow Christ and chose the right way. We did it after even the quickest contacts and it has been amazing this past week. It helps me consecrate myself even more.

There sure is a power in prayer.

Os quiero! Cuidaos!

Hermana N










So oranges grow on trees here!

Monday, June 30th, 2014
I AM SO HAPPY!

Wow family, I have never had these many desires to really just be the best that I can be.

I don't know why but seriously ever since I have come up here to Vigo, I have just become even more of a different person and missionary! 

I don't know if it is the companion, area, people, or WHAT but I am being the best I have ever been. And I only hope to get better.

I am just trying my hardest to be the most consecrated I can be...to FULLY focus on the needs everyone else but my own! to just give UP my will!

And let me tell you I have never been happier than I have been here in Vigo.  It's the craziest thing and I don't understand it!

It's crazy how sometimes it's in the last stretch of your mission that you learn and realize who and what you want to be..what the best way is.

The atonement is SO real and helps us to become better and better every day through the strength of Christ.

Crazzzy things happen in Vigo I am telling you..

First off I want to tell you all about a lady named M.  Let's just say that we may have been straight up ATTACKED by the adversary a few days ago. So we are walking up this hill when this older spanish lady just B LINES it over to us and is like MORMONAS!  My name is M...the name of our loving heavenly mother.. you believe in her right? and we are like.. uhh. Then she just goes on and absolutely SHUTS us down with how the catholic church was the church that Christ established blah blah blah.  We tried not to fight but things got pretty hot it was nuts hahaha. She was like in the bible it talks about false prophets. No offense but thats you!  I asked her how she knows that what she is saying is true and every time I asked her that she would get SO mad and would step back and be like OHHHH you didn't! And then I would bear my testimony and she would just shut me down.  I raised my hand to say something and she was like of course of course! I just started to bear my testimony and she just SCREAMS hahaha. 

Let's just say we had to legit RUN away from her... 

I feel bad for that lady... definitely someone i can wait to see on the flip side haha

And on that note we also had THE biggest miracle. And maybe one of my most favorite lessons of my mission

We were on a bus headed to Pontereas (which by the way looks like narnia or twightlight when it rains.. ah i want a cabin there because it is heaven) when a member calls us and is like...

"HERMANAS I NEED YOU TO TEACH MY FRIEND THE PLAN OF SALVATION RIGHT NOW"

So.. we turn around and head out to this mysterious lesson! We get there and turns out that this lady is the most prepared lady I have ever met.

We teach her the plan of salvation and the spirit was SO strong. We even taught her all about temples and family history work she was so ready!  She was like, I KNOW!  I need to be baptized and do the temple work for my husband who died 3 years ago.  Ahh I don't remember what she said exactly. It was just really cool. What a MIRACLE! 

The Lord prepares His children.

I am CONVINCED that there is not a better feeling than that of leaving a lesson and knowing that was you said was not you and that you are servants in the Lords hands. 

Or the feeling when something comes out of your mouth and teaches YOU from what you have said...does that make sense?

Hermana Schaumann and I are seeing MIRACLES.  In one of the harder areas of the mission we are seeing miracles. I have never been so happy and I KNOW that it is because I have never given up myself as much as I have here.

Vigo is sooo European.  It's fancy and the people are too and its worldly and the people are more closed but I LOVE it...just a different type a missionary work!

AND language...I am surrouned by a language called Gallego.. which is like Portugese! 

LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
Hermana Nydegger


Thursday, June 26, 2014

It Smells Like Ocean

Monday, June 22nd, 2014


Ah I dont have time like AT ALL.. but you guys.. 

I am living in a movie. I am living my dream! I have been sent up the north.. to VIGO! One of the prettiest places I have ever set my eyes on.

I wish I could give you the more details.. next week for sure.

I took an 8 hour train ride up and I felt like I was going to hogwarts/ narnia.. oh MY it was the prettiest thing.. I was dying

We are RIGHT next to the ocean (how I have missed living next the ocean!)

We are RIGHT above Portugal.

You eat tons and tons of spanish food.. like octopus! Dad I know how jelly you are!

I have officially successfully avoided the madrid summer 2 times in a row! The weather is perfect up here. Not a more perfect time to come to the beautiful land of the north i am telling you. Ha! I dont know how I am so lucky

God is so good

Missions are amazing

Another thing I learned this week is that MISSIONS BREAK HEARTS

But I would rather have my heart break than feel nothing at all

I can't tell you all how many times I feel my heart break.. Leaving Torrejon was so hard. Definitely a different hard.  But I felt so right about it. I just feel an overwhelming love for the people there. They are so so so amazing and have changed my life and strengthened my testimony. They have truly been my family. Ah really the best people ever.

Here is my address.. fyi probably don't send stuff to the mission home anymore.. it takes FOREVER for it to get to the north I have heard.

Rúa Pizarro 47, 2ºe 
Vigo 36204 
Pontevedra
SPAIN

I am in love with this city. And a little nervous at the same time. We are starting from scratch.. why have I had to do this my entire mission ha?? All you hard spaniard hearts out there...bring it! 

My companion and I are planning on changing the ATTITUDE up here

They say it rains a lot but that's okay. We are are going to throw our heads back and LOVE it.

...okay that was cheesy but I cant tell you how much in heaven I am!

I love my life and I love you all so so much!

Remember life is all about your attitude. We make things how they are! It's so hard leaving Torrejón but I know that God has so much even BETTER for me here! That's how life is.. don't look back and don't look too forward.  Live in the now and know that God does good things for you every day!

Hermana Nydegger

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Nothing lower than 40 degree Celsius...It's hot!


Monday...June 16th, 2014

WELL... this week has been a crazy one ands that’s all the words I have got to say about it.

This has been a small part of my life the past 5 months..

get sick
go to the doctor
get better
go work
get sick again

We can just come to 2 conclusions. That Spain is a bit behind with the whole medical thing.. OR missionaries just don’t take care of themselves

I think that I am a mixture of the both.. either way.. I think that I am finally better!! Or lets hope so. Because being sick on your mission is like the worse because you have to think about YOURSELF and that’s not fun at all

ALSO.. this transfer has seriously been the fasting flying.. this area has been on FIRE and rumors has it that the ward is splitting. I wonder if I will be here when it splits.

Its still hot and I am a getting a very nice missionary tan line. Hahaha

Satan.. lets just say that he works very hard on people who he knows can make the most of a difference. He even works harder on the people who are about to CHANGE their live. I have realized that time after time after time on my mission but this week it has been more clear than ever.

Here is the story.

And it starts with the stud of a guy J.M.

As you know we have been teaching him for months now and he has had the longest journey of them all! He has made the biggest changes of him all. I expect a lot from him in the future just seeing how cool of a guy that he is.

Anways we met with him a few times this week to finalize all of the things for his baptism and he was doing great! I have never seen a person as excited and ready as him.

We planned the interview to be on Wednesday.. but sadly our district leader couldn´t come so we had to resport to doing the interview the day before on Friday. (I am not a fan at all of doing the interview the day before.. and you will see why)

So he comes on Friday and even comes early. We sat outside talking to him 

Meanwhile I am just calling the elders over and over and over and over again as 15 minutes..30 minutes roll by.  Turns out that the elder who lived in the other city.. his train pass wasn´t working AND he was just struggling to get over here. 

After stalling foreverrr J. just gets up and suddenly just got SO mad! It was so weird! I was on the verge of tears. Just had the biggest lump in my throat the whole time trying to talk it through with him. I got the elders on the phone and was literally trying to talk to both of them when they told me me they were 3 minutes away and running. He got all dramatic and said that he was so busy and couldn´t wait anymore and left off storming. I tried all I got possible to get him to stay but he just wouldn´t. He was exploded and told us that he will get baptized one day when we are ready. As he left I shouted to him, we´ll see you at church on sunday right? no answer.

It was just hard seeing him like this! Someone who is literally the most Christ like person I know just lose it and get so frusterated. I know it was the adversary working him.

I called him later that night.. still no answer.

Sunday rolls around and it broke my heart to see him not come to church after 12 weeks of coming without missing a single one.

Wow it was rough.

I know with out a doubt that the adversary keeps up. I hope so bad and pray so hard that J.  isn´t gone.. I know he is better than that! He HAS such a testimony burning inside of him and it would hurt me to see him fall

Man the adversary is REAL. but we can be stronger than it. I know with all of my heart that there is no heart ache no temptation no saddness no adversary that we cannot overcome. Christ helps us. He helps us to be stronger that that. I know that he will be there to help J! I know its not the end.

Just one of the trials in the life of a missionary

On that note.. I have come to know on my mission more about the love that Christ and Heavenly Father have for literally everyone. They know our weaknesses.. and they don´t judge us for them because the KNOW our hearts perfectly. I feel it all of the time. as I walk down the street seeing people who are struggling with their lives and as I get to know people who fall. He loves us for no matter what and desires everything for us. Its never too late to change back. It hits me hard as I think of that. It makes my heart pump. 

every soul is of great worth in the sight of the lord

Every change begins with small and simple things.

The longer and longer I have been a missionary the simpler my testimony has become

I KNOW Christ lives
I know Heavenly Father is aware of us
He hears our prayers
He gives everything we need
He loves us

I have 6 months left and thats it. I am going to give it all I´ve got.

I have loved my mission and I hope to continue to feel the same way forever

I give God all that I´ve got and he is giving me something better. Something I can´t deny! How happy I am about it too. I am so excited for all of you future missionaries. It is quite the experience and WILL change your live.

Hermana Nydegger

Ps.. newest nickname! Niagra falls!... hahaha someone this week who couldn´t say my name called me Niagara falls...

Holy Calor


Monday...June 9th, 2014

Buenas tardes a todos! (Good afternoon to all)

Time is absolutely just slipping right from underneath of me.

And I don´t know what to do about it. I complete my year mark on Thursday.. weird huh! I remember when Hermana Phillips hit her year mark and thinking that she was so old and that I would never reach that point.. yet here I am now! I can´t remember not being a missionary and can´t remember so many things from my life before! Even like the lyrics to some of my favorites songs. The missionary vail is real.. 

So this morning as I was making this awesome huge list of good missionary plaque scritpures for katie.. (if any wants it they are free to have it) I was just reflecting on how much I love the scriptures and how little I read them before the mission. Holy cow, I LOVE the scriptures. It is just so CLEAR to me that they came from God. There are SO many good ones too. So many just heaven sent scriptures that we very indeed written for our benifit. But we can´t benifit from them if we don´t study them!  

I was just thinking about all of the time I wasted and the things that were important to me. Like how FAST I would be to open up a friend´s snapchat or scroll through insta haha but how slow I would be flip my scriptures open.

Moroni 10:32

I was also thinking about one of the greatest blessings of actually being a full time missionary. And the thought came to my mind that it was without a doubt my testimony. It literally just POUNDS within me. And it makes me happy and its all I need. I didn´t have it like that before! Missions are amazing. We are called if we have the desires. And with those desires we leave blindly into the field leaving practially everything behind other than our truest friend Jesus Christ. And really that is ALL we need. I was thinking and in the long run we really don´t leave anything behind! Missions are the best. They are oh so worth it. 

My mission has changed me and helped me to change others. It is the greatest experience that God has given me than I could ever give myself. It has been my biggest miracle.

We has a SWEET missionary activity on Saturday. It was weird because I felt like i was in the MTC again! It was just fun being around tons of excited people with name tags getting ready to go get some WORK done. It was fun. We listened to these great talks before from rms which i loved and then we did a fun practice to teach them how to approach people without being awkward haha.. we are funny. I will just say that. But then we got our companions and I ws so happy to be with my good friend the bishops daughter G! We worked sooo hard and I just loved being able to give her a little taste of the missionary life. We then came back.. sang the efy medly (which by the way is very tricky to play on the piano with tons of latinos and their great musical talent hahaha) and then we had really one of the coolest testimonies meetings.

PURE and simple testimony. It is the most powerful thing to hear. And the most powerful thing to feel. I love the spirit. That is also a huge blessing of the mission. The spirit.. you learn SO much about it and how it works and how much we need it. I want to do all I can for the rest of my life to have this same spirit with me.. even the tiniest things. My cute companion Gabby and many other members gave incredible testimonies. I hope every single one of these youth choice to serve a mission. It will bring them more joy than anything. I felt so happy sitting there listening to them

We worked way hard talking to everyone possible on the streets for 3 hours straight and not going to lie.. it was hard! But the feeling you get after is so so so worth it! I mean think about how you feel after doing sometime really hard compared to how you feel after you sleep in really late or after hours of of playing games. Which is more worth it? The first is.

With hard things comes GREAT reward

So this week has been awesome!

Hermana Carroll and I have been working so hard and having so much fun. We are happy here just trying to enjoy these last few weeeks of the transfer.

The Madrid summer has officially come. And apparently its not even here in full blast yet.. great because I am dying already! Ha it is like the WORST at night trying to sleep and not getting anywhere with it. Luckily we found this ancient 100 years old fan thing in our apartement that we drag around with us everywhere during the morning and night.

We met and now are officially teaching a Spaniard BUDDHIST named M.  who is from Bilbao. Ask me how many times I have met a spanish buddhist?? 

ZERO. I am taking advantage of it! and I am in love with her accent. She is so cute.

J.M. is finally getting baptized on Saturday! He is so incredible. He is the truest example of someone who has discovered the gospel of Christ. I am happy that he can finally get baptized and that he now is stronger than ever before. I love this cool guy! What a journey with him. Definitely a defining moment of my mission.

Well.. time is up! I love you all a lot. Keep of the good work and keep up smiling. We have a lot to be happy about. 

Hermana Nydegger

Ps... this little african boy is poking me right now. I don´t know him haha. Enjoy the pic
Running of the Bulls setup has begun.  So fun to see it right by where we live.  


Tory John


Monday...June 2, 2014
  
I LITERALLY FEEL LIKE I WAS EMAILING 2 SECONDS AGO.

This week has absolutely flew.. well they all do! but this week there was not one single slowish day. It was a good week too! I felt so good last night just laying there thinking about it. I can´t believe my time may be finishing up here in the good old tory john. (as my companion and I call it) I love torrejón!

Also, seriously this area has just been ON FIRE the last few transfers. Wow I love it. I feel so exhausted but man it is so worth it! I love love love love being a missionary.. its hard but it sure is great.

Cute E. got baptized on Saturday night! There were actually 5 baptisms and we had SUCH a great turn out. It really was great! So many people came and it was just so great warming to feel of all of the love and support from this incredible people here. E. was so cute.. I asked her when she plans on going back to Guatemala and she was like..

"As soon as you leave... I´m out of here too!" haha I LOVE her. Can we make a round world trip after my mission so that I can visit all of my dear life friends?

This week was so busy! I seriously felt like a was a chicken running around with its head cut off! So many things to do... so little time haha. But anyways so last p day i like broke my finger kind of and our ward mission leader was like trying to fix it or unjam it because it was literally BLACK and as thick as my thumb...

Word of the wise... never let a latino try to fix your broken finger

I was resisting as much as I could! I told him that I would pull it really hard later tonight by myself. And then we was like.. "When investigators don´t pray with you in a lesson and say that they will later when they are alone, do they end up praying?" I was like... "true" hahaha. Then I sadly got pressured into letting him try to fix my finger.. which only made it worse! 

Luckily we got to go to the temple on Wednesday (which by the way was amazing) and I could show my finger to President Jackson and he could take a nice american look at it. Thank goodness for the doctors and stuff from America! 

This week we have got some AMAZING stuff going on. We are having this HUGE missionary work activity on Saturday that I CAN´T wait for... it is really going to be so cool! Oh and its a stake activity too so hopefully tons of people come! But we are going to do is meet together at the church that morning and some awesome pep talks and teach people how to do a contact and what not! (we are doing skits too of what a good one is and what a bad one is so that should be funny) And then we are going to do some major split action and have all of the missionaries go out on splits with as many members as we can get. Ah as we were planning it earlier this week I really felt the spirit SO strongly and got the biggest chills just thinking about it. We are hoping to have over 100 people come and go out with us. So yeah we are going to go out and get some serious work done! We are dividing torrejon into a bunch of different zones and each missionary is going to be a leader of that zone and basically we are going to contact every living soul in the zone. I can´t wait. Torrejon is FULL of a bajillion people just so prepared and we the missionaries and members and going to be taking them on HARD!! ha i can´t wait. And I am exicted to see who will be my mini missionary! Then we are coming back and eating and then having a sweet testimony meeting. So cool.

Why don´t we ever do stuff like that in america? Oh thats right... we live in Utah! But still.. we can still do awesome stuff like that!

Also random thought.. I realized this week that before my mission I never not even once went out with the missionaries. After my mission... that will be my life! Literally any spare minute ha. If there was anything that I wish I would have done before it would be GO OUT WITH THE MISSIONARIES! Seriously one of the better ways to prepare yourself for a mission other than getting a testimony.

This week sadly one of our elders had to go home for health reasons and it was so weird for me! Ah and I had another weird dream about coming home which made me feel so weird and sad. I´m trying to live in the now and be as consecrated as a missionary that I can be.

I love missions. One of the things that you can really learn is obedience. I heard that it can be the greatest blessing of your mission or the greatest trial. Well, its true! But as we know.. the Lord is OBLIGATED to bless us when we do what he wants. So why wouldn´t we? I love the mission! I am trying to be perfectly even in the tinest things even though its hard for me. LAtely I have just been feeling a desire to really perfect the smallest things! Its hard but the Lord Jesus Christ can and will and already has helped us if we but put our trust in him. 

Those on missions right now... ENJOY this time in your life to be so perfectly obedient! It is really one of the only times in our lives that we have to be so obedient! To follow the rules so exactly with a purpose so grand. I know that there are blessings that come from exact obedience. It is something that I have learned soo much and it is something that I never thought I would say that either.. but there ARE. And one of the biggest ones is the spirit and protection and guidance we get from Heavenly Father that we absolutely cannot live without.

Our purpose in life is to follow Christ! To simply just follow him and love him and in return be like him! 

I love you all... FELIZ CUMPLE TO DAD AND CARI AND NIK! I took a moment with my companion to sing to all of you great people on Saturday before going to bed when I realized what day it was. 

LOVE YOU ALL! Make good choices!

Hermana Nydegger

E. baptism...Love her!
We fit 6 people into a 3 person elevator and almost got stuck!  It was faster and plus we didn't want to walk up 8 flights of stairs.
My Mother's Day view of my familia.